Wednesday, November 30, 2005

my life seems so busy, and yet i feel empty inside sometimes. perhaps its got to do with drifting..i've been desperately trying to catch up spiritually these few days..God really gives comfort :)

great friends are also there to lend u their ears whenever u need them. but sometimes they're not there..i think recently i've become overdependent on people. its like, solitude has become something foreign to me. but i read somewhere a moment of solitude is always good. it gives u time to reflect, to thank God for what u have, and to pray for others. like now :)

im leaving for malaysia on the 4th - 7th with my cousins! we're gonna go on this huge bus and its gonna be really really fun. a good break from all the hectic orientation planning, 24th farewell planning, and SAT studying. SATs are really quite gross...its a 3h 45 min paper where u have to read so much. not my forte.

storyline has been relatively interesting. but cruel chengchai has transformed my seemingly okay role of hermes into a 'gay bitch's' role! ;'( so i have to act like that..z0mg. and i have like tonnes of lines..they really ought to have gotten some RP person to play the role.

oh crap do u all realise its 1 month left till school reopens! ggxx!

matthew admired God's creations at 11:51 PM [comment]

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